Thursday, August 12, 2010

Just Thursday ~ August 12, 2010

I've had a bad week, so This Thursday will not be my usual happy go lucky self.
Read at your own risk.
Debbie Downer Alert

Outside my window.. is the long dark hallway in the town building. 

The time is.. 10:10am
Today I feel.. lost, scared, sad, weepy
I am thinking.. that I have always kept my blog so light and happy.  I feel like a fake.  I have always been one to keep a smile on the outside, while I am hurting on the inside.  I am thinking it's time to be more honest and real on here and not give a damn about who reads it.  
At the moment, I am thankful.. for my twitter friends.  You have NO idea how y'all have helped me this week.
I am going.. to be so bored at work the next two days.  My coworker is on vacation so I'm on my own.  She's so much fun to work with so it's going to be a quiet and long two days.
I am wearing.. gray dress pants and a bright pink top.
I wish.. I knew how to stand up for myself and not hold everything in.
I am reading.. Mommywood by Tori Spelling & Sh*t My Dad Says by Justin Halpern (hilarious read)
I am working on.. a review and giveaway for Peanut Butter & Pickles
I am hoping.. I can dig myself out of the dark place I am currently residing in.
I am hearing.. the radio. 
Around the house.. dunno, not there...thankful for that.
I bet you didn't know.. that my husband and I have been together 13 years, and married 6 years at the end of this month.  That is, if WE make it to August 21.
One of my favorite.. days of the week is Thursday, because it's pizza night!!!
My weekend plans include.. nothing, and I plan to keep it that way :-)

Be sure to stop by Abby's place and link up what's going on this Thursday.


  1. You're twitter friends LOVE you and are here for you! <3

  2. I have a feeling you & I need a long weekend together with our kids. And a couple of bottles of wine. Hang in there (and thanks for supporting me, too).

  3. Hang in there hun...I'm not on Twitter so I have no clue what's up but I'm here if you need anything! Life's rough patches can really suck sometimes! Yay for pizza night!!

    Thanks for playing along...I JUST got the link up!

  4. Hope you day gets better and everything will work out. I will be thinkin about ya!

  5. I agree with Lacie :) We're here for you... BIG HUGS and please call me if you need to talk... xoxo

  6. I may or may not be one of those twitter friends seeing as I suck at using twitter regularly. I'm praying for your friend and hope that you can find peace and resolution.
    I too want to be honest and real, but it scares me.

  7. Thinking about you, and I hope you find your happiness in whatever that may be.

  8. I've been MIA on Twitter for awhile, but I hate to hear you're struggling. I hope things improve soon, and I'll be thinking of you!!

  9. I honestly don't know how people survived back in the olden days without facebook and Twitter.

    I have heard great things about that crap my father said book. I'll have to check it out.

  10. One thing I love about blogging is that I can come here on my bad days and vent and everyone "gets it" because everyone has them! I hope you are cheered up. Take some time for yourself this weekend...if you can ;). You are so pretty and your kids are adorbs!!!



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