This is a I'm feeling bad for myself post.
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I am in a serious funk.
Tired, worn down, unmotivated funk.
Every night I go to bed thinking, "Tomorrow is the day. The day I exercise, drink my water, strive for five, and begin my journey to making me better."
Then I wake up.
After a night of waking every few hours. With many things going through my head which make it difficult for me to fall back to sleep.
The monotony of my day begins at 5:30 am. Wake up, shower, drive to work, work for "the man", plan on eating a healthy lunch and snacks, end up eating garbage, drive home, make dinner, play with the boys (the ONLY highlight of my day), put boys to bed, clean up from the day, laundry, maybe watch a bit of TV, and go to bed, only to wake up and do it all over again the next day.
Can we say Ground Hog Day? That's what I feel like I am living every.single.day.
I know I am in charge of my own happiness. It's the lack of motivation these days in obtaining it.
I know that if I make the changes now, it will make me a better person, a better mother, happier, healthier and skinnier.
I also know that as soon as I hit "Publish Post" I'll probably feel better and regret I even posted this. But that's okay. This is my blog and I can whine if I want to.